10/25/13 WHERE IS THE HOPE IN NEVADA?

OK I PRAY AND HOLD THE HOPE FOR ALL MOTHER EARTHS INHABITANTS,,,,,,,,,I HAVE BEEN ROBBED OF ANY HOPE I HAD LEFT FOR ALL Y’ALL. I AM GONNA GO PRAY FOR A FEW DAYS AND UNPLUG FROM TRINKETS AND JUST LIVE FOR THE DAY AND DO WHAT I DO BEST PRAY PRAY PRAY….CUZ I AM NOT EVEN SURE I HAVE ENOUGH HOPE LEFT FOR THIS HOUSEHOLD LET ALONE THE REST OF YA.

lOOK AT OUR ‘TRUSTED SERVANTS’ AND USE YOUR VOICE…PLEASE DO YOUR HOMEWORK (FOOTWORK) FIRST….AND READ AND MAKE UP YOUR OWN MIND, BEFORE YOU SPEAK. AND LEAVE THE RESULT IN THE RIGHT HANDS AND NO THE ARE NOT YOURS UNLESS YOU HAVE THEM TOGETHER IN PRAYER THEN MAYBE. BUT TODAY AFTER THE LAST FEW MONTHS I AM PRETTY CLOSE TO HOPELESS, ONCE AGAIN, AND I AM WEENING MYSELF OFF THE OXYGEN ALL WEEK SINCE  NV ENERGY EVEN AFTER GETTING MONEY ONLY WANTED TO INSTILL FEAR OF BEING TURNED OFF AND GREATER NEVADA CREDIT UNION IS NO BETTER AS FAR AS BUSINESS PRACTICES GO AND EAS IN THIS STATE IS A JOKE,,,,SOMEONE MUST BE TAKING A ‘PERK’ CUZ I GOT TOLD 30 TO 90 OF THEIR BUSINESS DAYS TO FIND OUT IF I EVEN QUALIFY FOR HELP WHICH DOES NOTHING ABOUT NV ENERGY THREATENING TO CUT ME OFF TWICE IN THE SAME WEEK AND EVEN GOT MONEY MEANWHILE.

SO TOMORROW I GET TO HELP MY SIBLING GO GET’ VOLUNTARY TURN HIS VEHICLE’ PAPERS FROM GREATER NEVADA CREDIT UNION SINCE WE CANT ANYTHING ABOUT  WHAT WE DON’T HAVE, AND I WANT TO ASK IF THERE IS ANYONE IN COLD SPRINGS IN PARTICULAR THAT NEEDS A TAX WRITE OFF BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE THIS HOUSE SOLAR SO I CAN USE MY OXYGEN WITHOUT WORRY OF THE COST THAT I AM GONNA TURN IN TOMORROW TO BENNET MEDICAL AND ASK FOR THE GREAT BIG TANKS ( WHICH COST ALOT FOR MEDICARE, SAME MEDICARE THEY CALL AN ENTITLEMENT BUT GET TO TAKE PREMIUMS OFF THE TOP OF MY PENNIES) BUT AT LEAST THAT WONT RUN UP THE ELECTRIC BILL AND I AM GONNA TURN IN THE ELECTRIC WHEELCHAIR I HAVE TO CHARGE TO TAKE MY DOGS FOR A 500 YARD WALK AT BEST, BUT NOW WITH THE COLD IT MEANT I HAD TO GET ONE DOG TO HELP ME PUSH IT HOME. AND IT EATS ELECTRIC I CAN’T AFFORD. NEVER IN 25 YRS DID I HAVE TO APPLY FOR LEIAP EITHER BUT NOW SINCE THEY SAY I DIDNOT FILL ONE OUT I CANT GET LAST YR OR THIS YR OF THAT EITHER. I USED TO HAVE A CASE MANAGER BUT GUESS THAT ALSO WAS CUT AS BEING UNNECESSARY PROGRAMS.

I AM GONNA GO PLAY AND PRAY BECAUSE THIS WEEK I THOUGHT I MAY FIND HOPE AND I DID FIND SOME HERE AND THERE BUT LIFE B.S. WELL ….ENOUGH IS ENOUGH AND I HAVE NO HOPE LEFT. MAYBE IF I PRAY FOR 4 DAYS I WILL UNDERSTAND. TODAY I AM NOT HAPPY NOR OD I WANT TO BE AROUND TWO LEGGEDS. I AM WONDERING WHAT IT IS I AM FIGHTING TO STAY HERE FOR AND IS IT EVEN WORTH ANY MORE THAN I HAVE ALREADY BEEN THRU. JUST WONDERING TO MYSELF AND ‘CREATOR OF MY OWN MIS-UNDERSTANDING’.

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