10/26/13 nevada residents here is my hope for today:

PRAY like your very LIFE depends on it…….because it just MAY ! I am spending today and next 3 days in prayer. Trying to forget the horrible things being done with the web, which is why I walked away back before the WWW started, back in the day they were still JUST speaking of it. Well today, I am Walkin’ away BECAUSE NEVADA government officials have failed me (E.A.S., IS JUST ONE MORE JOKE) so I have NO hope for you. I am trying to find the Hope for myself and a sibling THIS day as we go to sign papers and make arrangements to turn in a VEHICLE to Greater Nevada CREDIT UNION. ( WHO WILL NEVER GET MY SIBLINGS BUSINESS AGAIN AS WELLS FARGO WILL NEVER HAVE MINE,(WELLS FARGO IS A different story, different day) I don’t even want to discuss the FEAR NV ENERGY is instilling in the folks out here. IF I HAD MONEY I WOULD BE OFF THE GRID AND ALL SOLAR. THIS IS WHAT WE HAVE FOR HELP? NOT EVEN HEALTHY COMPETITION? JUST ANOTHER BEND OVER AND TAKE  IT? WHERE IS THE HELP WHERE IS THE HOPE? I WANT TO KNOW WITHOUT EATING ALL MY GOVERNMENT MINUTES UP WHICH IS THE COMMON TACTIC OF BUSINESS HERE IN NORTHERN NEVADA NOW….RUN YOUR MINUTES OUT SO YOU CAN’T EVEN CALL BACK. NOT WHEN I SPENT 2 TO 2 AND HALF HOURS ON THE PHONE WAITING TO SPEAK WITH ANYONE IN THE E.A.S. OF NV (WHERE I LEARNED TO READ, EMERGENCY MEANT, NOW; NOT IN 90 DAYS WE CAN GIVE YOU AN ANSWER, IF WE EVEN CAN HELP YOU)…..AFTER TWO WEEKS OF THAT I GOT THRU YESTERDAY. AFTER HEARING THE HOLD TIME I HUNG UP TO CONSERVE MY PITIFUL MINUTES. THEN CALLED NV ENERGY ONLY TO HAVE TO WAIT AN LISTEN IN ON A CONVERSATION I DID NOT WANT TO HEAR; AFTER HEARING OF THE NV ENERGY PERSON ON THE OTHER END OF THE LINE TALKING TO HIS SUPERVISOR ABOUT NOT GETTING HIS PAY. ON MY GOVERNMENT CELL …FOR THE FIRST MINUTE OF MY CALL….THEN HE WAS SOOOOOOOOO READY TO HELP OR BE HELPFUL WITH ME…not…HE TOLD ME TO CALL E.A.S. AGAIN. SO I DID, ALTHOUGH I HAD JUST CALLED AND WAS TOLD OF THE WAIT TIME BUT I TRIED TO ONCE AGAIN AFTER GIVING NV ENERGY A PAYMENT ON THAT WAS CREDITED ON TUESDAY ONLINE. SO E.A.S. SAYS I HAVE TO APPLY AGAIN AND IT WILL TAKE 30 – 90 OF THEIR BUSINESS DAYS TO EVEN KNOW IF I QUALIFY FOR ASSISTANCE. SO I ASKED ABOUT MY LIEAP CHECKS FROM LAST YR AND THIS YEAR WHICH WOULD COVER ALL OF WHAT I AM BEHIND. NO ONE KNOW ABOUT THAT EITHER. SEEMS IN ALL THE APPLYING THIS STATE HAS MADE ME DO SINCE AUGUST 2012 I WOULD HAVE ACTUALLY RECEIVED AT LEAST ONE OF THE YEARLY LIEAP CHECKS AND WOULD ALREADY BE ELIGIBLE FOR EAS, CONSIDERING THEY WERE TAKING MY PREMIUMS OFF THE TOP OF MY SSA AND SSI DISABILTY CHECKS SINCE AUGUST OF 2012 FOR MEDICAL THEY ALSO WERE NOT ALLOWING ME TO HAVE; EVEN WITH THEIR CARDS IN MY HAND.

*********WHY DO YOU WANT OBAMACARE, THIS IS EXACTLY WHY, I HAVE BEEN ON DISABILITY SINCE MAY 1990 AND HAVE WATCHED THEM CUT EVERY LITTLE THING TO HELP FOLKS IN HARDSHIP WHILE THEY GET WALTER REED BUT I AM TOLD THE PREMIUMS WHICH I GET NO CHOICE ABOUT, GET TAKEN OFF THE TOP BEFORE, YES BEFORE; I EVEN CAN RECEIVE MY CHECK FOR DISABILITY. THE NICE PERKS OUR REPRESENTATIVES GET  (WE THE TAXPAYER COVER) EVEN WHEN THEY DON’T SHOW UP TO WORK. YET I GET TURNED AWAY FROM A LOCAL HOSPITAL LAST NOV 2012 WITH NV MEDICAID CARD IN HAND THAT WAS NOT WORTH THE PLASTIC IT WAS PRINTED ON AND MY MEDICARE CARD TOO;  I HAVE ORIGINAL MEDICARE yet doctors that are teaching suddenly have no clue what that means….

Well when I was put on disability since I was a woman I got grandfathered into SSA and the old way, they still paid women, believing we would not have to take care of the family, we got paid as defendants AND my 4 children got 3 dollars per month in separate checks. In exchange though I was not supposed to get the hassles I now get to even get the right medicines, let alone the right tests, or the right equipment and there are no programs left to actually help me. I used to get a case manager thru dept. of social services that helped with alot of the detail work …today I get doctors that are teachers shoving papers at me to make my own appt within a facility or show up to the cardio dept up one floor and that doctor has no clue why I am there or where my record is to know or know about the test that was done? That is now with what a former President signed before President Obama was even elected. My husband at the time, Committed suicide on July 10, 06 with the new medicare and medicine changes. When I emailed That former President….my ssa stopped for one year. Not even social security knew why for a year or if they did they sure were not saying the many many times i called. Twice my medicine was recalled once we let Walmart go to China…one of the things they did (which predates the animal food recalls by the way) was fill one of my heart medicines with pills that were actually double dose. Meanwhile I kept making er and doctor visits for three months…..after my 90 day supply was gone, they finally sent me a recall on the medicine….twice on the same medicine. about 9 months apart.  Today that is what i get….after 23 yrs of medicare, medicaid and i started on SSA SSI TOTALING $497 per month in may of 1990….only comps i got was the medical which I still pay for each and every month and sometimes even pay two states while i get no care or refused care because a computers says. Really?! Today after 25 yrs of Being on Disability I got 658 total between the two checks. BUT WHAT DID THOSE MEDICARE PREMIUMS GO UP? THEY WENT UP WHETHER OR NOT WE GOT A COST OF LIVING INCREASE OF THE TYPICAL 1% What little help I used to get, the programs have been cut. bY THE TIME MY SON WAS MURDERED BY HIS RECOVERY SPONSOR, THERE WAS NO PROFESSIONAL MENTAL HEALTH HELP LEFT FOR GRIEF COUNSELING MARCH 2002 AND WHEN HIS 17 YR OLD SISTER WAS HIT ON A MTN ROAD, WITHIN 4 MONTHS OF THAT OCCURRING, NO  COUNSELING AVAILABLE FOR ME OR THEIR BABY SISTER, IT HAD BEEN CUT. SO WHEN EVEN MORE GOT CUT IN 06 I LOST A HUSBAND ON MY 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY. I want to laugh when someone tells me i need to learn to manage my money…..first you have to have money to manage. I pay for THIS PRIVILEGE? THIS IS AN ENTITLEMENT? AND PLEASE TELL ME WHICH PARTY AND WHICH PRESIDENT MADE SOCIAL SECURITY GO INTO THE GENERAL FUND? WHY DID CONGRESS AND THE SENATE GET A PRIVATE GIG IN THESE AREAS AND NOT GO INTO THE GENERAL FUND ALSO? (DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH, I ALREADY KNOW)

…..EACH DAY WHILE Y’ALL MAY NOT HAVE BEEN PAYING ATTENTION, EXCEPT IF IT AFFECTED YOU, KNOW THIS I BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO DETAILS NO ONE EVEN BOTHER TO NOTICE AND I AM A TRUE OBSERVER FIRST.

SIGN UP FOR OBAMACARE NO MATTER WHAT THE REST OF IDIOTS OF YOUR OWN STATE HAVE TO SAY….TRY GETTING ONLINE AND DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH. TRY READING UP THIS WEEKEND ON IT AND BE INFORMED….BECAUSE I SEE NO ONE ELSE OFFERING ANYTHING BUT BLAME ON THE TALKING TABLE THAT IS SUPPOSEDLY FINDING SOLUTIONS. DO YOUR PART….READ.

AT LEAST OBAMACARE GIVES ……EVERYONE….EVERYONE…..EVERYONE…THE SAME FIGHTING CHANCE. I PERSONALLY, WILL BACK IT UNTIL SUCH TIME I SEE WHAT IS BEING OFFERED IS ALSO BEING UPHELD BY THE PERSON’S TRACK RECORD OF WHICH LEADS ME TO BELIEVE THEY MAY ACTUALLY BACK UP THE PROMISE AND TRY TO FULFILL THEIR PODIUM PROMISES.     COME BE A READER AND OBSERVER WITH ME…..

@@@@@@ ? SO PLEASE TELL ME HOW THAT HELPS KEEP ON MY ELECTRIC NOW? I AM ON AN OXYGEN MACHINE AND HAVE SPENT THE LAST WEEK TRYING TO WEEN MYSELF OFF OF IT SO I CAN TURN THE MACHINE BACK INTO BENNET MEDICAL (WHO DOES BUSINESS IN A GOOD WAY, NO LESS) BECAUSE WE CAN’T AFFORD TO RUN A CPAP FOR MY SIBLING AND RUN A CONDENSER FOR MYSELF AND THE OXYGEN ALSO HELP MANAGED MY PAIN ISSUES BUT WHO CARES? EAS? not……….

SO WHAT I CAN DO, IS TURN IN MY OXYGEN CONDENSER AND INSTEAD GET THE BIG TANKS REQUIRING NO ELECTRIC BUT MEDICARE DOES NOT LIKE TO PAY FOR THOSE DUE TO THE EXPENSE AND I TRIED TO COMPLY BUT MY HANDS ARE NOW TIED. THANK YOU NV ENERGY…MAYBE YOU SHOULD START A SHARE THE WARMTH PROGRAM INSTEAD OF TRYING TO IMPRESS ANYONE WITH A LUNCHEON APPEARANCE LAST WEEK. HOW CAN THEY COOK THE FOOD YOU WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW YOU HELP THE FOOD BANK IN THE WAREHOUSE BUT YOU PLAN TO SHUT OFF HOW THEY CAN COOK SAME SAID FOOD AND THEY CALL ME NUTS.

How can i give you hope they have already robbed me of?

***** Today’s exercise go look in the mirror ask yourself,” how did your action or in action play into all of this”….really ask….BECAUSE there is the problem.

NOW look again…. the person looking back at you is also the SOLUTION. AND PLEASE BE WILLING TO THINK AND CONSIDER MORE THAN JUST YOUR AND YOUR FAMILY…AT LEAST START THINKING OF YOUR NEIGHBOR, JUST SAYIN’

IF YOU THE PEOPLE WANT SOMETHING DIFFERENT, THEN TRY DOING SOMETHING DIFFERENT. ENOUGH SAID. let me go help start the Voluntary Repo Process with my sibling. I am still in the trenches trying to hold the speck of hope i have and get my sibling thru the process which has depressed the piss outta him thank you Greater Nevada Credit Union and NV energy for doing business in such a way it is clear you DO NOT DO BUSINESS IN A GOOD WAY.  IN MY OPINION, PERIOD.

My ONLY hope Now is i am pleading with my community…..Anyone in Cold Springs Valley (preferred BECAUSE that will help my own community, if not then anyone else reading this) NEEDING a tax write off…because I am so broke all I can offer you is what I would offer in my native ways, WHICH IS THE HIGHEST SIGN OF RESPECT BY THE WAY….tobacco in exchange. I need to go Solar or go off the oxygen machines and my electric lap blanket BECAUSE even in the dead of heat outside, I am still freezing cold. These are not wants in my life, they are NEEDS. I also plan to turn in the electric wheelchair the local care chest has out on loan to me since I have to charge it for 23 hours to use it to walk my dogs and then get to get the dogs help me push it home after five houses of walking them or 500 yards or so. If you only knew what that does….puts me in the bed for the next day or two. Today I am wondering why I even bother to try. I already have too much to OVERCOME BEFORE I EVEN CAN GET OUT OF THE BED> wonder why? MAYBE HAVING THE RIGHT TESTS  OR THE RIGHT EQUIPMENT WOULD MAKE THE DIFFERENCE AND IF I EVER GET THOSE THINGS I WILL TELL IF IT DOES. I DO KNOW THIS AIN’T WORKING!

so if you can help and are willing to put a solar system here in the cold springs valley I can pay you a pack of your preferred ciggies or loose leaf of your choice of tobacco which i will buy from my neighbor’s store Chuck’s discount liquor and ciggies. HE DOES BUSINESS IN A GOOD WAY>>>>HIS WHOLE FAMILY DOES!

I made the decision many, many moons ago to only do business with folks that do business ‘IN A GOOD WAY’ that is what I highly suggest the rest of ‘we the people’ start doing.

MR. PRESIDENT AND OUR FIRST LADY OBAMA….THE ONLY HOPE I HAVE LEFT IS IN GOD, MY BROTHER AND MAYBE YOU.

Have a great day.

http://my.barackobama.com/obamacare-story

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